Are you cold to lead but you struggle with boldness?

This was me a few years ago, I was called into something I did not understand and was not aware of. At the beginning of my journey as a kingdom leader within the Kingdom of God. I did not have the privilege of a mentor, or spiritual parents. The only way that I learned was through making mistakes over and over. Reading the word of God, relying on the Holy Spirit, and trusting God completely. That I will make it through to the other side without fainting or giving up.

And How to avoid it.